argggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!forget it........

        Haiiiiiii..............sory for late update....hehe....im a bit busy since last updating....haha.....now im not sibuk n tired ady.......so i can focus more on dis..n for ur info,im ady quit d job...don't u surprised???????????i don't know how to explained it to everyone...its very complicated n sometimes when i think about it.....i felt it was very irritating......but could u keep it as secret??????????????i know u can....hehe....i have been working on my part time job for d last 2 weeks at 'En.Rod' kiosk in jusco...the auntie who was responsible of taking me n teachs me.....i don't know whether she was a good person or not...it was very confusing...like i said before.....it was very complicated....n there's nother prob.....wife of 'En.Rod'........i faces d same prob wif both of them...so..i can't figure it out how to solve dis prob....then im taking simple action....im quitting d job....serve them rite...im not being cruel ok.....but im doing d job very welll.....wif alllll of my efforts but how could they are talking bad behind me....i can accept all....i mean advice or something like 'teguran'.....but i can't accept when people talk behind me....its look like they are having bad intention on me...even it is not....i know they are very kind....softspoken people especiallly their daughter n their son also was kind....but.......it was very difficult to get along wif them....hehehehehehe................i know who am i....i find it difficult to get along wif people at first...people might see me as a 'berlagak'......but it is actually not...i know dat im weak at cooking coz i never cook before....only now im having confident.to enter d kitchen n trying to cook...heeeeeeeeeeee.............only now......pity my boyfren...hehe....don't tell him...but actually he know everything.........=).......so for now onwards....im staying at home...until im ready for work.....or until im ady bored staying at home....hehe....surely willl....hehe....what im trying to prove........nothing actually..................ok la....dats it for now....waiting for new update from me....it makes take time.......heehe......but im promised i will write consistently..........im trying to get new style of shawl.......later k........mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuaaahhhhhhhhh.........sweet child of mine....