Tuesday 7 June 2011

argggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!forget it........

        Haiiiiiii..............sory for late update....hehe....im a bit busy since last updating....haha.....now im not sibuk n tired ady.......so i can focus more on dis..n for ur info,im ady quit d job...don't u surprised???????????i don't know how to explained it to everyone...its very complicated n sometimes when i think about it.....i felt it was very irritating......but could u keep it as secret??????????????i know u can....hehe....i have been working on my part time job for d last 2 weeks at 'En.Rod' kiosk in jusco...the auntie who was responsible of taking me n teachs me.....i don't know whether she was a good person or not...it was very confusing...like i said before.....it was very complicated....n there's nother prob.....wife of 'En.Rod'........i faces d same prob wif both of them...so..i can't figure it out how to solve dis prob....then im taking simple action....im quitting d job....serve them rite...im not being cruel ok.....but im doing d job very welll.....wif alllll of my efforts but how could they are talking bad behind me....i can accept all....i mean advice or something like 'teguran'.....but i can't accept when people talk behind me....its look like they are having bad intention on me...even it is not....i know they are very kind....softspoken people especiallly their daughter n their son also was kind....but.......it was very difficult to get along wif them....hehehehehehe................i know who am i....i find it difficult to get along wif people at first...people might see me as a 'berlagak'......but it is actually not...i know dat im weak at cooking coz i never cook before....only now im having confident.to enter d kitchen n trying to cook...heeeeeeeeeeee.............only now......pity my boyfren...hehe....don't tell him...but actually he know everything.........=).......so for now onwards....im staying at home...until im ready for work.....or until im ady bored staying at home....hehe....surely willl....hehe....what im trying to prove........nothing actually..................ok la....dats it for now....waiting for new update from me....it makes take time.......heehe......but im promised i will write consistently..........im trying to get new style of shawl.......later k........mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuaaahhhhhhhhh.........sweet child of mine....

Monday 23 May 2011

TAWWAKAL..........=)

Hi....i'm back.......heee.....should i smile????u may b asking 4 what rite...u know,my final result was out...n.....it was  not very impressive for me....i dont know what i'm doing for d past few months....frustrating.......i can't described what my feeling are...i just need sumone to share dis 'huh' feeling...i really hate dis kind of feeling...HELP ME OUT OF DIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DISTRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
        Many people commented it was good but i know i can do much better.....huhhhhh............times is very irritating.....could it stop for a while....until i said YES....hehe......doesnt make sense rite.....BUT i just need xtra times....maybe im a slow learner....i dont know....u tell me...is it???nnnnnnn................now another prob came out....what im going 2 choose 4 my degree??????HUH again!!!!!childish is me....i admit it....come on...come on.........clock is ticking.....im only has almost 2 days 2 make a decision..........hazirah,figure me out...send link okey.... for now,i not having mood 2 talk....but i just finished on d phone wif my boyfren....................................................alamak...kantoi lak...
         now im working....haha.......at d 'kedai mkan'.....at jusco...its been 3 days already.....at first its very tired n i thought of quitting but i just go....i find it quite interesting coz i can learn how to cook from dat auntie........u know i love to cook....like what my 'pak su' once said we can find n do art in cooking......hehehehe.....yaaaaa.....we're in d same boat....
            i think dats it 4 now.......muuuuaaahhhh

Thursday 5 May 2011

uwekkk....uwekkkk....uwekkkk......WHAT'S DAT?

WHY DO PEOPLE CRYING?


   Hehe(sighed)......i don't know why people crying...for me they are just wasting their bodies liquid....don't u agree wif me?????.......but actually there are reasons for people to cry.........even during birth...we did cry right...i've read,baby cried bcoz they have been in d dark n comfy womb for about 9 months but now the conditions is to bright for them or maybe we are handling them roughly..as we all know dat they are very soft n delicate....so it's very uncomfortable for them....BUT they are very cute right even when crying n i love to see it.....hehe....sounded cruel right!!!!!!!!BUT just look at their face.................................................











cute isn't it.........heee







  dat's one case......what about d other case.......crying bcoz didn't get what they want....surely right!!!everyone get upset if didn't get what they are really wished...so they are taking simple and easy actions.. CRY OUT N LOUD......dat's it n mission accomplished...."it was an easy as ABC".....but dat is children behaviour...am i right???like dis......=)..don't laugh okey.....everyone was like dat....hehe












mummy...........i want choco..........








       we usually see people are crying at d funeral...at d hospital....it's normal situation.....but how they eliminate dat negative feelings....it's hard....i know when we lost d one dat we really care of...but what can we  do is just pray..........we don't lose hope....renung2kan dan selamat beramal.......heee....it's not mine



Abu Umamah (radhiallahu'anhu) narrated that the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu 'alayhi wa sallam said:
 
"Nothing is dearer to Allah than two drops and two marks: A drop of tear which sheds out due to fear of Allah, and a blood of drop shed in the path of Allah. And the two marks are: A mark received in the cause of Allah (mark of a wound, signs of walking in the path of Allah, layer or dust, etc), and a mark caused in observing one of the obligatory commandments of Allah (mark of prostration, or a mark attained during the journey of Hajj). (Tirmidhi)

The Prophet sallallahu 'alayhi wa sallam mainly use to weep due to the fondness and love for a deceased person, or for fear of, on behalf of the ummah, or because of the fear (piety) or longing for Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala. Only these types of crying are praiseworthy. The mashaa-ikh have written, one type of crying is called a lie, that is the crying of a person after committing a sin but thereafter does not refrain from that sin.



We ask Allah, the Most Generous, the Lord of the Mighty Throne, to help all of us avoid sin and evil actions, both obvious and hidden, to keep us far away from everything that may earn His Ta'ala's Wrath, and to accept our tears of our repentance, for He Ta'ala is the All-Hearing, the Ever-Close, the One Who answers our prayers.

Aameen.




bout love.....i've no comment....maybe we can asked someone who are experienced enough to talk bout dis...bcoz it's very subjective....i can't denied dat everyone must at least have been crying just bcoz of love....at dat time,hatred has been build in their heart....who know...........heeee  






                                                 ciaooooooooo...................





                                                 see ya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





                  
                                                 next time......................








Wednesday 4 May 2011

Doushite...

Assalamualaikum......
    I wrote dis bcoz there's something in my mind dat i want to share wif u....it is about how u overcome ur sadness in order to be a better person...For me,to get what we called it as 'SUCCESS' we must encounter some 'FAILURE'....bcoz failure will make us strong...one who can stand up after each failure and move on to get what his or her want is actually,trying to grab success in their hand....they are actually a very successful person(actually)...why i'm saying dis???dis is bcoz not everyone in dis world are able to get up and move 4ward after they failed to do something they really want to do.....so lets give a big clapped for those who succeed to do dat...they are very motivated..very courage...optimistic....dat is why failure is not a big deal for them....hurmm....i hope i'm in dat group....now i'm realised something,even Albert Einstein faced many failure before achieved d title of d'GENIUS'...SUCCESS doesn't count on 'how rich u r','how famous u r','how great u r','how many frenz do u have'...it is actually ourself...we are d one who can decide....to b success or instead.....SUCCESS is actually everyone dream.....

Sunday 1 May 2011

kmk's life

pain and kak maz during 1st sem
our bus

me,amal,bib n meina in front of 'rumah pengarah'

last times walking around together in kmk

my classmate during class party..

visit by TPM

me,zirah,fiqa,bib n miss kami

maulidur rasul time
When i knew dat i must get into d matriks almost a year ago,i felt so frustrated(actually)...bcoz i think i deserved a better place...n 4 ur info,i even did not apply 4 kmk(kolej matrikulasi kedah)...it was in Changlun very near to Thailand...when i asked my frenz,they all also got d same college...so i felt relieved at least..n then my mom n dad said dat i should just go bcoz opportunity just comes once so we should grab it as fast as we can...but at dat times i'm still working on my part-time job as a crew at McDonald's n i'm asking 4 everyone's suggesstions bout what is good 4 me.They also said dat i should go...then on 10 mei  2010 was d day dat i went to kmk...n my life started there.I went thru d orientation wif all d seniors dat will become our fasi n supervise on us d whole week..I met most of my frenz from BM High's n not to be forgotten my old frenz at primary school...it was very long times since last i've seen them,n here we met again n going to spend our times here together....n my roommate was good..but at first i'm still having difficulties in order to befren wif her but now we're cool...my sis(roommate) was really helpful n always advised me n i'm really surprised when Amal Husna,my fren at BM High's was also my roommate...n i made up many new fren there from all over Malaysia...n i'm thankful for giving me such a beautiful day in kmk...when exam times comes,everyone gets miserable n library was full wif students..i liked dat situation... n finally comes to our finals..after a year here n then we're going to leave such a great place like kmk..i'm going to miss it n all my frenz there n all d lecturers...every sweet moments in kmk will remains in my memory n stay in it forever...i'm thankful to be in kmk...